ext_14783: girl underwater (R - gun contemplation)
[identity profile] lavinialavender.livejournal.com
Welcome to [livejournal.com profile] deewinchester!

As the profile states, this is a closed comm for [livejournal.com profile] brosedshield's and my construction of girl!Dean in Supernatural.  We have put a shocking amount of time into developing her alternate history, exploring how her personality differs from Dean's, and rewriting episodes to include her instead of Dean.  

We've had an incredible amount of fun with it, and we hope anyone who passes through enjoys our work.  We'd love to hear what you think!


Read more... )
ext_14783: girl underwater (SPN - Dee)
[identity profile] lavinialavender.livejournal.com
Title: The More Unholy Things I Do
Characters: Dee, Sam, John, Bobby
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 15,771
Spoilers: none for canon; preseries, AU
Warnings: Please take note of the following: underage prostitution, assault, attempted sexual assault, violence on women, and some pretty earnest self-hatred, all of which may be very triggery for many readers.
Summary: This is a story about a bad situation becoming worse. This is a story about what happens when a couple kids left on their own are faced with no good choices, and the wrong choices lead to worse consequences. Then there’s the aftermath.
Author notes: This has been in progress for the last few years, but a little project known as Freak Camp got in the way.
So this idea sparked early in the creation of Brose’s and my Dee ‘verse, after I read some incredible takes on Dean driven to extreme means as a teenager, and I thought, how would that work for Dee?
I would like to especially point out [livejournal.com profile] ginzai's phenomenal Robbing Peter, and be with me as the horses run until they forget they are horses by [livejournal.com profile] catcase.
Beta credit: All the thanks in the world to [livejournal.com profile] brosedshield and [livejournal.com profile] whereupon for multiple looks at this over the years and stellar feedback.

The More Unholy Things I Do
[identity profile] brosedshield.livejournal.com
Also known as: Dee’s Headspace in S3.3 “Bad Day at Black Rock”

Also known as: Why I’m on the fence about the ending of my Deanna Winchester fic Not So Lucky For the Rabbit (spoilers for the fic, yo, and also season 3)

WARNING: I don’t think hard about things, generally. This is REALLY just my thought process thinking about the character Dee, and you should not be expecting an ocean of insight or anything, yo

So, let’s look at the character of Bela Talbot, with lots of Spoilers and a good deal of Ill Will, but a grudging feeling that I might have liked her more if there had not been a writer’s strike that season )
[identity profile] brosedshield.livejournal.com
Title:Not So Lucky For the Rabbit
Author:  [livejournal.com profile] brosedshield
Disclaimer:Not mine, not going to be.
Characters: Deanna Winchester, Sam Winchester, Bela Talbot
Warnings: alternative ending, character death, self and gender hatred
Rating: PG-13
Word count: ~600
Spoilers: S3, “Bad Day at Black Rock”
Summary: The Winchesters meet Bela Talbot. Dee wonders how Bela can believe she, as a woman, will survive
Beta Credit: [livejournal.com profile] lavinialavender read it over and then I changed stuff, so, yeah, errors are mine, mine, mine, all mine.
Author notes: I’m on the fence about this ending. It’s non-canon compliant. All other notes and rambling are here (because they were long enough to deserve their own document :P)

When the Winchesters first met Bela Talbot, Dee had to admit the chick had style )
[identity profile] brosedshield.livejournal.com
Title: So Close It Almost Breaks The Skin
Author:  [livejournal.com profile] brosedshield
Disclaimer: Don’t own, don’t profit.
Characters/Pairing: Deanna
Warnings: short, medium-graphic overview of torture in Hell, self-loathing, recovery
Rating: R
Word count: 875
Spoilers: general S4 background
Summary: Before Sam left for college, Dee never shaved her legs...it’s different now that she’s out of hell.
Beta credit: Awesome co-thinker [livejournal.com profile] lavinialavender did an lovely job. Errors that remain are totally mine.
Author Notes: Apparently I’m obsessed with Dee and hair. And Dean/na’s post-Hell mental issues. Huh.

Before Sam left for college, Dee had never shaved her legs... )
ext_14783: girl underwater (R - gun contemplation)
[identity profile] lavinialavender.livejournal.com
Title: Don't Call me Daughter
Characters: John, Dee, Sam
Rating: PG-13
Word count: 7,260
Spoilers: through 2x01
Summary: John could never clearly remember the following months, at what point he became unable to voice more than the first syllable of his daughter's name, or when he stopped trying to reach for the rest of it.
Author notes: Though I've posted one other fic in this 'verse before, this is my real intro-Dee fic, the first one to which I'd link anyone to explain my interpretation of her character.  Many more should eventually come, really, tales of suffering and bad decisions and complicated sexuality.  I love Dee intensely, I really do.  And if you really like her, go watch [livejournal.com profile] deewinchester.
Also, one of the incidents my story references is [livejournal.com profile] brosedshield's Haircut, which is also an excellent intro-Dee fic, and very much integrated with my perception of her.  It's a must-read.
Beta credit: Thank you so much to [livejournal.com profile] brosedshield for feedback and assistance, and also to [livejournal.com profile] whereupon for multiple readings and improvement to make this a much better story.


They named her Deanna. )
[identity profile] brosedshield.livejournal.com

Title:
Deathbed Confessions of a Broken Man
Author:  [livejournal.com profile] brosedshield
Disclaimer: If anyone owns anything in this relationship, Supernatural owns my heart. And won't give it back. And won't pay me for it. (i.e. Don't own, don't profit)
Characters:
Deanna, John, Sam
Warnings:
none
Rating:
PG
Word count:
1295
Spoilers:
through the end of S2.1
Summary:
John Winchester sat beside the hospital bed and looked down at his little girl...
Author notes:
The excellent [info]lavinialavender ihas once again been a wonderful beta. I would probably do nothing without her, and there would be so many more typos...


John Winchester sat beside the hospital bed and looked down at his little girl... )
ext_14783: girl underwater (R - girl kitten innocence)
[identity profile] lavinialavender.livejournal.com
Title: Girl Things
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lavinialavender 
Disclaimer: If I owned SPN, there would be so much less pain and tears.  So much less.
Characters: Dee, Sam, John
Rating: PG
Word count: 641
Warnings: period talk, if that squicks you
Spoilers: none (preseries)
Summary: When she saw Dad had tears in his eyes, she knew she was going to die.
Author notes: Thanks as always to [livejournal.com profile] brosedshield  for looking this over.  This is my first Dee fic, which I desperately wanted to get out since Brose was on such a roll with hers - everything coming next should be much more lengthy.


Dee held onto the cracked bathroom counter and forced herself to take deep, calming breaths. )

Hustling

Sep. 21st, 2010 01:16 am
[identity profile] brosedshield.livejournal.com
Title: Hustling
Author:  [livejournal.com profile] brosedshield
Disclaimer: If anyone owns anything in this relationship, Supernatural owns my heart. And won't give it back. And won't pay me for it. (i.e. Don't own, don't profit)
Characters:
Deanna
Rating: PG
Word count:
411
Spoilers:
none (preseries)
Summary: 
When Sam's away at Stanford, Deanna (22) tries new things.
Author notes:
Third Deanna fic I wrote. And I swear I'll stop numbering them after this, but the first three have come in a clump for a long time. Naturally, [livejournal.com profile] lavinialavender beta'd.

Deanna hated to admit it, but some things were easier to try without Sam around... )
[identity profile] brosedshield.livejournal.com
Title: Deanna is eight
Author:  [livejournal.com profile] brosedshield
Disclaimer: If anyone owns anything in this relationship, Supernatural owns my heart. And won't give it back. And won't pay me for it. (i.e. Don't own, don't profit)
Characters:
Sam, Deanna
Rating: PG-13
Word count:
634
Warnings: light hints of impending child abuse (may be triggery), blood and violence
Spoilers:
none (preseries)
Summary:
Deanna (8) will do anything to protect her brother.
Author notes:
The second ever Deanna fic, a little darker than "Haircut". Of course, [info]lavinialavendebeta'd.

Deanna is eight, and she doesn't like Dad's friend, Terry, the one who collects masks and musty books... )

Haircut

Sep. 21st, 2010 12:53 am
[identity profile] brosedshield.livejournal.com
Title: Haircut
Author:  [livejournal.com profile] brosedshield
Disclaimer: If anyone owns anything in this relationship, Supernatural owns my heart. And won't give it back. And won't pay me for it. (i.e. Don't own, don't profit)
Characters:
Sam, Deanna, John
Rating: PG
Word count:
1170
Spoilers:
none (preseries)
Summary:
Deanna (11) cuts her hair.
Author notes:
This is the first ever Deanna fic [livejournal.com profile] lavinialavender and I wrote. She beta'd, and you can pretty much assume that will always be true, because I can't imagine writing a Deanna fic without her input.

Dad never called her princess again after Mom died... )
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